i feel like im made from china
everytime i look at the mirror,
the person i see aint me
its just a smiling mask.

i used to speak my mind, laugh happily;
but now, even when im angry,
i just keep silent.
i just cant be bothered anymore
and i dont know why.

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you're just so selfish you know ?
just for your own advantage, you cost others' disadvantage
do you have any morality at all?
you act like you didnt mean it when obviously you did
u complain of others being very hard to get along with
did u know you're worse?
i cant stand ur attitude that you think you're so good
& everybody has to sacrifice for you.
well, fuck you
i hope it eats at your conscience all your life.
you fucking spoilt my day

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quit playing with me.
seriously
everything you do
it just makes me blush like mad
maybe thats your motive
to embarass me
i kept thinking of what you did the whole day.
and i wondered foolishly maybe you liked me
obviously its impossible.
there are so many eligible girls out there,
but of all me?
its kinda hard to believe.

your words make me wonder if they're for me.
then i scold myself for being so stupid
what am i hoping for anyway?

last year you complimented me about my lens
no i didnt forget
i cant anyway

today you complimented that i had nice hair
i looked at you weirdly to hide my embarrassment
and turned back with colour rising in my cheeks
i wish i could read your mind.

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im sick of waking up everyday
& plastering that fake smile on my face
i feel so fake
its like i cant find anything genuine about myself anymore.

Girl: Why are you so smart? can you be my tutor?
Boy: Why are you so beautiful, can you be my girlfriend?

maybe you're the one who'll find my smile back.
perhaps im just wishing for the impossible.

Charlene(:
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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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