everything i do is deemed wrong ,
cause i never did anything right,
so it seems.

u complained that i did not hug/kiss you anymore.
did u know,
i feel warmth when i hug my friends,
but i feel cold when i hug you.
the person i loved is not you.
me beloved mother was stolen by you.
you're no longer the person i once loved.

"if lies hurt, i would rather tell the truth.
if truth hurts, i rather keep silent."
u always maligned me
saying i did this/that
when obviously i did not do.
i chose to keep quiet
cause i know whatever i rebut will not go into your fucking brain.
all thats inside is money, and your son.
no, theres no me.
how many times i've tried to tell you
im really sick and tired of your nonsense.
no, ur retarded brain dont unds.

you blew my limit.

you accused me of being disrecpectful.
no, u didnt rmb i hated pepper lunch's smell.
you forgot everything that i liked & hated
everything.
so waht, am i supposed to puke on amk hub's floor there and then?
was i wrong to walk quickly away?
apparently it was to you.
yea, u saw me and accused me for being disrespectful.
whatthefuck.
i wanted to slap you.
smack you to your senses.
YOU'RE MY FUCKING MOTHER.
yet you dont even remember anything about your own daughter.
i shouted back
"I NEARLY VOMITTED THERE JUST NOW!"
ur fuggin eyes went big and you raised your fist.
what ? slap me?
oh, perhaps you should have
maybe i'll faint
then you would grant me my wish of undisturbed rest.
slap then, you'll only embarass yourself.
by showing tht you have no self control.

whenever you come back,
all i get is scoldings,blames.
did i land our family like that?
oh, maybe you GAVE BIRTH TO A JINX THEN.

i really wondered why i look foward to come back.
now i know.
i hoped that my real mother would come back.
cause i missed and loved her.
NOT YOU BITCH.

oh, u think studies in the past is the same as present
oh im so "free"
so i should take up some stuff
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY
u make me go aerobics/dance etc.
wow, im so free yeah.
everytime i said i alr no time
DONT YOU GET IT.
OR DOES YOUR FUCKING BRAIN NOT UNDS SIMPLE ENGLISH?

you know what
now i wish you never came back
my brains fried alr
u happy now.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SICKENING ATTITUDE.
FUCK OFF.

yeah, now you complain about me not doing homework.
GIVE MY FRIED BRAIN A REST FOR GOD'S SAKE.
I JUST HAD 3 HOURS OF INTENSE TUITION
FUCK YOU.
WHY DONT U GO LEARN ABOUT TRIGO HUH.
YOU DUN EVEN FKING KNW WHT SIN/COS/TAN IS
since you're so PRO
do it for me lah.
fuck.
i really wanna slap you.

you complain about your work,
then can i complain about school?
NO.

i pretend to be a happy girl
cause i dun want to worry my friends.
i dont whine to people about my problems,
while i let others whine to me.
nobody unds whats going on.
i really wanna give up.
i wanna get out of this hell hole.
someone save me.
oh, there's no one.

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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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