abandonment.
i cant believe this is how you guys treat me.
as my "friends"
perhaps to you guys, im unfeeling.
do you guys know how long i searched for you all,
frantically searching around,
asking people for your whereabouts.
all the while i felt like crying,
cause the feeling of abandonment was killing me.
maybe you guys dont know how important you guys are to me,
perhaps you guys think i dont care about you all,
that im fine on my own.

then let me tell all of you once and for all.

I.
FEAR.
BEING.
ALONE.

call me childish or immature,
whatever.
i cant believe you call yourselves my best friends.
i nearly cried when i found you guys,
& you guys dont know that.

this isn't the first time,
you guys abandoned me.

Charlene(:
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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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