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Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 11:41 PM Y
The story began like this...

MY
BLOG
IS
DEAD.

sheesh, i've nothing much to say.
bored to the max ):
& I'VE NOT BEEN OUT THROUGH THE WHOLE FXCKING HOLIDAY!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-NESS.
i only went out for like,
swim twice, and loads of CO.
kns.
wht is this manzzzzzzzzzz.
why i didn't go out?

1. cause people keep pangseh-ing me, LAST MINUTE btw.
2. Singapore is boring, dont know where to go.
3. NO $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ T.T
4. cause nobody want go out with me.
5. cause my "DARH" is at her home jail , and we both no $$$$$$.
6. cause everytime plan okay liao people pangseh me and give me crappy reasons.

fk laaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhs.

and and ,
something just freaking weird just happened
my audi cpl pmed me o.o
after not talking for like 1 yr
and we didnt brk
ohwells,
then he strted saying he missed me and blah
and i was playing along cause i didnt want to hurt him by saying:
"it's been a year since we talked,
and i've actually stead and break with someone through tht year,
so feelings do change."

sheesh, i cant believe i used to talk to him like that
like EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
well,
i've guess i've change alot after meeting yk,
so yeahs.
i just didnt want to hurt him o.o
maybe cause i dont want to inflict hurt that was given to me before?
idk just some "instinct"
but i think he lied to me about his age and name
ughhhhh,
whatever lahhhhhhhh

he also said
" i thought u dont want me already T.T"
WHATHEHELLLLLLLL.
i nearly fainted.
den me and my "darh" faster escape audi
after he gtg.
-bad memory-

like wth,
after so long he tell me he miss/love wtv me
think i believe uh.
his msn pm still say "i've no regrets loving you"
i was still thinking who the you
then he said he missed me
GET REAL MAN.
LIKE I REALLY BELIEVE -.-

OKAY
ENOUGH RANTTTTTTTTTTTT.
ERASE ERASE ERASE ERASE~~~~~~~~~~~!

okay.
i was bored so i started meddling with bannedstory o.o
somehow i always do tht when im bored.
& i havent done any hw -.-

2 pics~
NO RIPPING OKAY, =="
rest all on fb album :D




lazy to resize :P
usually i make the pics to wht i feel
so yeah
just some random desire to do lol.


sigh.
HOMEWORK NOT DONE AT ALL.
WITH ALLTH BLOODY MATH EXERCISES.
OHMYGAWD.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
i just cant get into the mood to do hw la-.-

anw, i've been mapleing :D
lvl 45 Aran
imCUSTARD
add meeeeeeee~
but damn noob can
i max my triple swing instead of pole arm mastery.
WHATHEHELL.
sianed.
wtv la

nth else to say
BYEBYE.
*blog crawls out from layer of dust*
LOL.
randomness xD







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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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