i just realised,
i was such a idiot
to believe everything you told me,
to believe that you still loved me.
i can't believe
you had been lying to me all this time.
& that you had blocked me in msn,
which means you were actually free enough to use the computer.

(6:03 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
i wonder if he threw the ring away
(6:03 PM) Marianne:
u knw, relationships arent physical but emotional.
(6:03 PM) Marianne:
even if he didnt throw it away, do u think it wld mean anything to him still?
(6:04 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
i know, but still
(6:04 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
at least return it to me.
(6:04 PM) Marianne:
For?
(6:04 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
well, it sorts of represent our love
(6:04 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
so i guess since its like tht
(6:04 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
might as well return it to me, rather than clinging on to something he dont even love anymore
(6:05 PM) тнε σиε αиd σиιч:
to think i've been wearing that ring in hope that he's not contacting me cuz of his exams
(6:08 PM) Marianne:
1stly, dont u think th ring has lost its "value" to him alr, 2ndly, do u think he even still has it, 3rdly, dont take bk th ring. it wld b something of a reminder of him and itll make things worse for u. 4thly, really, for ur own good, dump him. he doesnt deserve to be loved by u, who sacrificed so much to be with him. he took it all for granted. so jus dump him and stop trying to come up with
(6:08 PM) Marianne:
xcuses to preserve this dying relationship.

after reading this, i kinda felt it was true.
you ain't worth my love.
even when mj added you in our conver,
u kept leaving it.
got scared eh?
thinking,
"oh shit she found out!"
did you think you could lie to me forever?

you lied to me about your previous stead,
you kept the truth from me,
you even blocked me and not contact me,
when i did nothing to you.

then why did you asked me for stead?
just because you got jealous of some other guy who asked me for stead.
do you think toying with my feelings is a recreational activity?
too bad.
it ain't for me.

the 8 months and 14 days.
i'm going to try to keep it as a dark past of mine,
cause i know,
i will never forget the hurt you dealt on me as my first boyfriend.

goodbye,
memories.
goodbye,
the me who loved you.
goodbye,
all the hurt you dealt on me.

goodbye,
yk.

let's break up.
you ain't worth my love,
& i ain't sorry for this.
cause i was the one suffering the 8 months and 14 days,
not you.
its the end.
bye.

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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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