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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 5:50 PM Y
The story began like this...

i dont know wht to do with you.
i've been thinking about this for so long,
yet i havent got an answer.
i ask myself the same quesion all the time.
but all i get is,
" i dont know ".
should i?
or shouldent i?
i dont know.
i just cant bear to part,
its been more than 6 months..
i really dont know..
i hate you,
yet i love you.
wht is this..
mixed feelings, perhaps.
i want to comfort you,
but yet,
i cant help but remembering,
the hurt you dealt on me.
when im crying,
you dont bother to comfort me,
why for should i?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
forget it.
FORGET ITTTTTTTTT.
you wont even know wht im talking about.
whateverrrrrrrrrrr.
D:

i hope you see this.
" Don't hate yourself. i understand that you're sad,
but just take it as a lesson learnt.
i dont blame you for not coming online,
i know you're really upset now,
just cheerup kay?
iloveyous <3

i just typed this as an sms.
but i dont know,
if i should send it.
so, its here,
if you do read my blog.

then alone,
i shall leave you be.







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LYRICSY

Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

DARLINKSY

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