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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 6:13 PM Y
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FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
DONT GIVE ME YOUR BLOODY ATTITUDE.
DO YOU KNOW THE AMOUNT OF SCARSCAM YOUR WORDS CARRY?
YEAH,
YOU BLOODY LOVE MAKING PEOPLE CRY YUP?
YEAH I GOT 11/20 FOR YOUR BLOODY PAPER.
MY STUDIES, NOT YOURS RIGHT?
WHY BLOODY CARE FOR?
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH.
YOU THINK THAT EVERYDAY IM SO CAREFREE
EVERYDAY SMILE.
YOURE BLOODY FUCKING WRONG.
" I DONT CARE WHETHER YOU HAVE CO OR NOT,
YOU HAVE 2 DAYS TO STUDY FOR THIS TEST"
WHATTHEFUCKINGHELL?
U THINK I VERY FREE ISSIT
IM NOT LIKE JUST SLACK AT HOME,
DO NOTHING AT ALL.
I STUDIED YOUR DAMN BLOODY PAPER.
I STUDIED.
SAW THAT?
I STUDIED.
I BLOODY FUCKING STUDIED.
YOU DONT BELIEVE ME?
FINE.
ASK JIE YI LAH
I WAS RECITING THE FUCKING NOTES.
AND THEN WHAT?
GOT MT TEST.
DEN ALL BRAINWASH.
NEVERMIND.
YOU FUCKING SAID THE TEST WAS AFTER SCHOOL.
I THOUGHT I COULD REVISE ONE LAST TIME BEFORE IT STARTED.
WHO KNOWS WHATS GOING ON IN YOUR MIND.
MADE THE TEST DURING CCD.
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT FROM ME HUH?
I WENT TO TAKE THE PAPER WITH A BLANK MIND.
U BETTER BE HAPPY I GOT A 11 FOR YOU.
AT LEAST I PASSED.
LOOK,
I BLOODY FUCKING PASSED.
" I'M GOING TO CALL YOUR PARENTS"
CALL THEN CALL LAH.
I SCARED AH?
CALL THEN DO WHAT?
MAGIC SPELL ISSIT?
CALL LIAO I SURE GET FULL MARKS?
ISSIT?
I TRIED MY FUCKING BEST OKAY.
AT LEAST I MANAGED TO PASS.
YOU BLOODY FUCKING BIATCH.
CALL THEN CALL LAH.
EVEN MY GRANMOTHER FEEL THAT YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO SCOLD ME LIKE THAT.
SHE AGREES THAT FUCKING CO TOOK UP SO MUCH TIME.
YOU THINK AFTER CO CAN JUST RELAX ISSIT?
NO OTHER THINGS TO THINK OF LUH?
MAYBE THAT'S YOUR LIFE,
BUT IT AINT MINE.
BLOODY FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT.
WHATEVER.
I JUST KNOW IM GONA HATE YOU FOR A LONG LONG TIME.
I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SUCH A INCONSIDERATE "TEACHER"
WHATEVER.
I HAD ENOUGH OF CRYING.
I AINT GONA CRY ANYMORE FOR YOU LOWLY BEING.
BYE.







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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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