` When will our hearts beat as one ? ♥ /.

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 7:14 PM Y

The story began like this...

If only-

you're here to kiss my tears away,

tears that fall cause of everything.

you're here to hold me in your warm embrace,

as my heart tears inside.

you're here to hold my hand,

and bring me through the moments when i break down.

you would understand what i really need,

to really care about me.

you would be braver and express your love,

instead of shyfully standing a far distance away.

Oh, how much i miss you,

and how i regret not looking at you,

not even for a second.

you say that u love me,

but i cant feel the love.

it just hurts so much,

that i love you so deeply while you treat us as a kind of joke.

the day u confessed,

i was really happy,

but also confused.

cause i wondered,

would i be happy with you?

right now,

i dont feel any happiness at all.

just talking on msn,

is of no use.

cause all u talk about,

aint anything to do with us.

i dont understand why u love me,

cause i realised,

i just keep saying "lol" to you.

i wish-

i could be held in your tight embrace,

that you could be there to kiss my sorrows away.

that you wold hold on to my hand,

as our rings brush against each other,

and never let go, ever.

that you would understand what i really need from you,

to know what im trying to tell you these past 4 months.

that you would be proud,

of me being your girlfriend,

that i dont have to be your secret.

im really happy you treasured the ring,

the proof of our love,

that you didnt let anyone else wear it,

im truly touched.

it seems that our love is blanding,

we're just drifting apart,

we've been tgt for 4 months,

but we've met only 4 times.

once, which you stalked me in cwp,

second, when we went for a movie together,

which all we said was " popcorn?"

third, where we exchanged our xmas gifts,

fourth, which i gave you the ring.

i really regretted not looking at you,

cause i was shy,

i knew my face would turn red when i saw you.

now,

i cant even remember how you look like,

your face is just like an old photograph,

blurred and dark.

you said u missed me,

but why didnt you bother to stay a while longer,

just to accompany me?

so what if there's others around?

dont you think its worth to be braver for me?

as i saw you go down the escalator,

my heart just tore,

cause you just kept looking down,

you didnt even look back up for a second.

i felt like crying on the spot.

i truly missed you.

i just dont know why,

after so long,

you dont know what i really need,

that i get angry cause you dont seem like you care about us.

you keep talking about yourself,

and im there to be your listening ear.

shouldn't it be the other way round?

i love you,

yes i do,

but do you truly love me?

if so,

im sorry,

but i cant feel it.

actions speak louder than words.

i dont mind what you would do to express your love,

as long as it would show me that you do love me.

ilys, but do you?

i dont know, cause i cant feel it.

THAT GIRLY

Charlene(:
` 8253 69 4263 ;
263 63837 538 63 46 ♥
9 june 95
14 currently
single, ~~attached.~~
~~gwps pri 1a,2-3-4-5-6b~~
evergreen sec ~~1 itg~~,~~2 cmt~~3 respect(:
emotional, easily angered.
dont think you know me,
cause you dont.
& love me for who I am,
not who i am not.
same thing goes for hatred.
tag if you view my blog,
thankyous. :D
If you hate me or my blog
Pls click the little [x] at the top
or click here

ADSY

DESIREY

no longer know, what i want.

TALKSY

MY tagboard.
don't be so lame as to pollute it.
save the earth! :D
spam all you want, but think of how it would affect you (:

MUSICY

LYRICSY

Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

DARLINKSY

I wont bother to link or relink you unless you told me to.
Tag me if i didnt link you :D

6b o7
1 integrity o8
2 commitment 09
Charmaine
Serene K.
Felicia
Wei lun kor
Lydia
Amanda
Nurul
Diana
Jocelyn
Sheena
Shermain
Victoria
Xenia
Esther N.
JinHao
Sean
Charmian
May
Nisa
Limmin
Angelia
Sofia
XingLing
Xiaomin
Shimin
Jingying

CREDITSY

Designer: bw0ken smile-x
Inspiration , Basscode
Image Hosting: photobucket.com
Image Hosting: imageshack.us

Leave the credits alone, thanks :D