HEYY~
BIGBULLY IS HERE! ._.
demand for update,
so here i am :D

common test results ._.
English: 32/40
Maths: 31/50 =.=
Chemistry: 12/20 zzz.
Physics: 18/20! top in class :DD
Geography: 41/50! also top in class :X
History: 39/40 second highest ._.
Home ec: 39/50 =.=
Literature: 13/25,
LIKE #!^%$&^%&^%$%#^%&@?
sec 1 i've been getting top in class.
now i get this bullshit ?!?!?!
zzz.
damn you stupid paper =.=

NEXT.
I WANT TO RANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
DAMN YOU MDM TANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
I PAID FOR THE FREAKING PRIST PROGRAM
AND YOU SAY I HAVE TO GO FOR CO?

pls uh, i play so lousy,
go or dont go also no difference.
AND I DIDNT BRING MY NAILS FOR HEAVEN SAKE.
now my fingers hurt =.=
whatthehell lah.

co got pay us to go issit?
PRIST is only once in a lifetime,
and you had to deprive me from going to the science thing.
so wht if its hall prac today.

ITS JUST A HALL.
as if i never go to victoria concert hall before like that
you want me go co,
OKAY LAH.
u refund me my money and plan another trip to the science centre
THE EXACT SAME ONE LUH
you very pro horrr?
k la den u compensate us luh!

I DEMAND APOLOGY AND MONETARY COMPENSATION!!!!!!!!!
FCUK YOU MDM TAN.
YOU AND YOUR "PRO" ENGLISH.
APRIL BECOME APPLE.
PRO WOR~

everytime i see you,
i fell like getiing a knife to aim and throw at you.
you and your qianbian face.
&*(&%#$^*&^%^#$!

you only said sorry to limmin,
and using such a buaysong tone.

WHY?
CAUSE U GOT ALOT OF "FACE" MAH.

please uh,
those in co tht have prist,
is alot okay.
not only limmin.
you say sorry to her,
you think the rest of us happy uh?
&*$%^%&%^&*

everyone in prist knew i was in a bad mood for the whole day.
everytime she walked near me,
i started cursing like hell.
and they saw how black my face was.

我的脾气是很难消的.
whichever xiao is.
and then i couldent take it anymore,
i cried during co.
in the hall.
yet nobody knew.

maybe luoli did,
cause i was talking to her with tears in my eyes.
maybe zhong ruan saw too,
cause i was wiping my eyes in their direction.
did anybody comfort me.
NO.
i cried in class too.
when xiaomin came over to me and say dont emo
den i took my book to cover my face.
she told me not to cry,
but i said i wasn't.
went for measurements,
xiaomin was taking down the numbers,
thr was tears in my eyes too.
i didnt dare to look at anybody,
cause nobody has ever seen me cry before.

fine, after co.
had debrief.
gave the fcuking practice dates.
LIKE WHATTHEHELL?

every single day.
do they think we are robots?
and there's still camp.
I DONTWANT TO GO.

regardless of whether thr's PT or not.
IDONTCARE.
holidays are meant for rest
and i was sooo looking foward to it.
cause im so god damn bloody tired,
tht i want to bang my head on the wall,
& faint so tht i can finally rest.

even as i go to sleep i keep worrying,
i cant even fall asleep at night.
even if i do i guess the dreams are nightmares.

seriously,
i've had enough.
and people just had to piss me off further.
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU FREAKING PEOPLE?!

i really wish i can go to the beach.
asap.
i want to scream.
scream the hell out.
but i guess aft screaming i would break down and cry,
like thr's no tomorrow.
and i could bet nobody would comfort me.

friends cry,
i offer to comfort them,
and they do stop crying after consoling.
im not being haolian or anything okay.

i can't take this hectic life anymore.
seriously,
i really need a break from all of this.
i want to sleep,
without any disturbance.
to feel at peace for at least a day.

who knows,
if this goes on,
i may develop depression or something.
i self abused when i was younger okay.
and i made myself stop it.
cause it aint any use.
de pain in my heart,
will always be more painful,
than the cut made by a penknife.

i keep trying to cheerup
but thr's seriously nothing for me to do so.
i really feel like having a good long cry.
but,
i dont want to,
if im gona be alone.

friends,
i dont think they would console.
so,
im left on my own.
im really, really tired.
i just want to stop and do nothing for awhile.
stop adding things to my burden.

seriously, i've had enough.
i cant take it anymores.
BYE.

Charlene(:
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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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