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Saturday, December 27, 2008 @ 11:47 PM Y
The story began like this...

Love Story by Taylor Swift :D

We were both young when I first saw you ,
I close my eyes and the flashback starts :
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air .
See the lights , see the party , the ball gowns .
See you make your way throught the crowd ,
And say hello , little did I know ..

That you were Romeo ,
You were throwing pebbles .
And my Daddy said : "Stay away from Juliet ."
And I was crying on the staircase ,
Begging you please don't go ..

And I said :
"Romeo , take me somewhere we can be alone .
I'll be waiting , all that's left to do is run .
You'll be the Prince and I'll be the Princess ,
Its a love story , baby just say yes .

"So I sneaked out to the garden to see you ,
We kept quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew .
So close your eyes , escape this town for a little while ..

Oh , oh , oh .

'Cause you were Romeo , I was a scarlet letter ,
And my Daddy said : "Stay away from Juliet ."
But you were everything to me ,
I was begging you please don't go ..

And I said :
"Romeo , take me somewhere we can be alone .
I'll be waiting , all that's left to do is run .
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess ,
It's a love story , baby just say yes .

Romeo , save me , they're trying to tell me how to feel .
This love is difficult , but it's real .
Don't be afraid , we'll make it out of this mess ,
It's a love story , baby just say yes .

"Oh , oh .

I got tired of waiting ,
Wondering if you were ever coming around .
My faith in you was fading ,
When I met you on the outskirts of town .

And I said :
"Romeo save me , I've been feeling so alone .
I keep waiting for you but you never come .
"Is this in my head , I don't know what to think ,
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring ,
And said :

"Marry me , Juliet , you'll never have to be alone ,
I love you and that's all I really know .
I talked to your dad , go pick out a white dress ,
It's a love story , baby just say yes .

"Oh , oh , oh , oh .

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you ..
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OKAYOKAY.
i know its more than a month from the last time i updated.
yups, i heard this song and i just got so emotional,
cause of the lyrics.
i guess i always am.

sometimes i wonder,
why do i have such a kind of life?
i try to tell myself im better off than others,
but instead i turn around and pity myself instead.
sigh.

met some 6b ppl yesterday,
didnt do much,
guys ran off halfway -.-
oh whatever.

im just jumping topic to topic now,
cant think straight,
kinda random.
lols.

'last time,
when im not there,
u would say u missed me,
the truth is,
i missed u too.

thats was the beginning of everything.
now, we've been not talking for some days,
and u dont bother to sms at all.
if u say 10 minutes apart is very long before,
what about a few days?
if this is the case,
i guess i really mean nothing to you.

i dont even somehow hover in ur mind.
thinking back,
i cant really believe you could say such warm words to me before,
and be so cold to me now.
its just a kind of mixed feeling.

maybe because of my hot tempers i got irritating,
i said 'okay fine'
and then u sms me to say you're sorry.
what exactly am i to you?
something to play its feelings around?

i asked if u were sure,
and to think about it carefully.
u still didnt change your mind,
but,
the way you're treating me,
i dont think you love me anymore,
so why for carry on?

i talk to you seriously,
u seem as if this is some kind of joke,
not bothering to care at all.
yeps, im just an irritant rights?

since im such a person,
someone you cant get along with,
why not end it here and now,
spare me the long pain?
even though i wouldent bear to.

the fact i thought of you everyday,
that i missed you,
and i on the computer to receive such cold treatment?
the number of times you've broken my heart,
the pieces are minute already,
why break them even smaller?

you dont give me the slightest hint of happiness, security at all.
which is the least you should do.
if accepting you then makes me regret now,
i wish i could turn back time and reject you to end it there and then.
at least i would break your heart only once,
and not you breaking me uncountable times.

you dont even understand what you've done wrong.
you say heart-fluttering words to me,
it kinda makes me happy,
but,
if they're all lies,
i doubt there's any point of saying them.
i really dont know what to do with you.

u want me to change,
would you change for me?
no rights?
i try to get serious,
u change the topic,
hiding from me.
if being together means to feel unhappiness and insecurity all the time,
wouldent being apart be a better choice?

i wouldent bear to leave you,
but if its your choice i guess there's nothing i could do to change it.
i hope you're reading this, cause i want you to know how i really feel.'

OKAY! i've nothing much to say alreadys.
a long post would last me for another month rights? :D
okay okay,
im done here.
wait,
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLES! :D
lols.
kinda late but neverminds.
byebyes peoples :D

i dont wish to lose you.







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Turning Away

You said you cared
You wanna be there
But you're messing with my heart
When everybody comes around
We're suddenly apart

So tell me where it’s going
Cuz I’m about to walk away
I would turn around if you asked me to stay

You just dont understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby I'm walking away

I dont know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When we're out, we're out together
But today you didn’t call
Last night really happened, boy
And again you made me fall

And how can you just do this?
It’s like I’m not even there
How hard could it be?
Just pretend like you care

You just don’t understand
I wanna hold your hand
Why are you turning away
When did it get this hard
I didn't pick this card
Baby, I’m walking away

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

When I look into your eyes
I get this feeling
And I know it could be so right
Just want to be what's in your heart
I don’t care as long as I’m with you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

I don’t know why
I stand by you
The way I do
When you don’t care about me
It’s just not right, what you put me through
I can’t believe I ever fell for you

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